How come i am unable to truly win a char in this game.

What did I do wrong

Every 50/50 except 2 were lost and on Citlali and effi did capturing radiance trigger so that means I would have lost those too

So what the heck did I do to deserve this punishment

I rly just want to cry rn and I’m rly close to just swipe. Is it to much to ask to just win a 50/50 more than twice since raiden Banner in Fontain? It’s been 2 years. ( the first raiden was a guarantee cause i lost but haven’t tracked it before that banner)
Crashout on 50/50