banned from genshin beta

I really have no one to talk about this so, forgive me, I need to get it off my chest.


i was banned from beta testing on genshin.


Worst thing? it wasn't even my fault. I'm incredibly sad and also I feel incredible shame for the people in the server and the mods that I might've upsetted even though it wasn't my fault.


See, I have cancer and I'm mostly in the hospital nowadays. My cousin passes by the house every now and then to check up on my dog and she sometimes plays on my computer, too. She also is a fan of genshin so when she saw the beta testers talking she was ecstatic and took part of the conversation even though I explicitly told her to stay away from my messaging apps and not go on them.

She shared some story leaks info that was not supposed to be shared that she had seen online. She got me banned from chatting and then from beta testing. A day later or so I got a dm from a moderator that told me I'm illegible to test again or something along these lines. I don't know what to do I feel incredible shame. Again, forgive me for shaeing this here I have no one else to turn to even though it's not that much of a serious matter. My friends don't talk to me because of my cancer and i don't have any family anymore.